John N Miller's Love Story August 9th, 2010

I was horribly ritualistically abused by a satanic coven when I was in the 3rd, 4th, and 5th grade. Since my abusers’ did everything that they could to convince me that God hated me and that what had been done to me was His fault, I began to dabble in the occult myself at an early age. Because of the nature of the rituals involved in the abuse, I was possessed by 108 demons. By the time I was 12 years old, I became extremely suicidal and rebellious towards my parents. I was also horribly tormented supernaturally. By the time that I was 16, the enemy had convinced me that I had been utterly abandoned by God and that I could never be saved. When I got my first part time job a year after I graduated from high school and began renting my first apartment, I began spending a lot of time with other young people who were involved with alternative lifestyles. But there was a person at work who befriended me who I was soon to learn was a christian. We both shared a love for music, so he invited me to his church where he would be performing a trumpet solo for their christmas program. I went reluctantly, since I had only been to sunday school a few times as a child, and no one in my family knew anything about God. In time, I started going to my new friend’s church regularly. Many of the adults and other youth at the church also befriended me, as well. But the enemy wasn’t through making trouble for me or through me yet by a longshot! I believed that I had become a christian at this church, but the enemy had a great deal of influence on me emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. Ultimately, I became so discouraged and confused that I left the fellowship of those believers for over 2 years. The real struggle that I had was with the very idea that God could love me despite of myself. But on October 2nd, 1998, I finally dared to believe that He truly did, and was instantly and radically transformed. Although it took nearly 7 more years to be completely delivered from the numerous demonic influences that held sway over me for so many years, I am now a stable, responsible, healthy, rational, caring, and victorious example of what our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ more than infinitely capable of!