Filsan (Miss)'s Love Story December 18th, 2010

MY FIRST LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

I have got a new job in a well knwon company on May 2010. After few weeks, there was a guy who was asking me my phone number adn after that I paid some attention to him wondering his kindness, sincerity, etc. And I had this lova at first sight. It was a strike. I started to have all its effects. Weightlose (7 KGS) in a month, eating disorder, too much pimples on my face, etc.

We were chating on msn messenger every night for 5 hours during 3 weeks. I had a very well paid job and I was a humble girl and I was studying at a univerty. He had not a very nice job because he left school at a very early age. Kinda rich girl and a poor guy.

I was respecting him for what he was, his job and salary and he had qualities I was looking for.

When he noticed my feelingd for him. He tested me, I mean he behaved toward me like one of his friend (boy). So I was very angry and I forgave him silently.I did not tell him my deceptions.

I left my job and months were passing. But there are so many things that hurted my feelings for him to tell.I really suffered from happiness and pleasure to hate and cry.Because he was lying to me too much; e.g it took him to invite me for a date 9 months. Finally he invited me, but my feelings were destroyed and I went with a broken heart. When I saw him, he was different from my toughts. Finally I was wondering who was that guy ? I was surprised to see him completly different. When I asked him what happened to him all this months. He replied : nothing. Then I realized that I saw him another person that my weak heart was showing me and that night he was the real one that I couldn’t recognize him.

In sum, this was my first love at first sight that was troubling my feelings. But still my heart is beating for a guy that I dont know.